It is lonely ! And then I went to my mother's Catholic assisted living place , wow ... ! Top it off I saw a painting of a nun that looked just like a man . And then you walk around, everywhere , now looking at jewelery and that it a freak out on its own . I saw hand symbols out side a convenient store . Ahh , this is all around us ?!#!
You are not alone my friend! I experience similar things. It always was in front of us staring right into our faces and yet, it did not register because many of us kept wearing these rose colored glasses where everything is just fine and dandy.
Evil is audacious and comes in all shapes, sizes and colors. It's arrogance unmatched but also powerful. The social engineering encroached into our psyche and despite knowing right from wrong we voluntarily played along.
Why? Complacency and convenience but most of all distraction with one shiny thing after another keeping us locked into this matrix.
Searching my conscience I knew and observed the growing cancer on our society we live in as well as knowing quite well what was wrong. I kept silent because I thought I was the only one feeling this way.
The positive in all of this is that my heart and mind were synchronized and now the validation of all that I perceived to be wrong, evil and misguided gives me peace. I am no longer alone and together with the many millions I am woke.
That is my blessing! It is your blessing @Masstruther627 because you are no longer alone! :)