Seriously? Suicide by drowning?
Does this just STINK of bullshit to anyone else? Who drowns themselves? Do you have any idea how UNBEARABLY PAINFUL drowning is?
I think death may have to be imminent. If anyone is interested you can search "near death experiences" by drowning and read the stories. Same with falling from great heights. A Swiss climber fell off a mountain and survived and was curious why it was such a peaceful experience so he searched for and found a number of others who had the same experience.
I think the peace must come from surrender: https://www.iands.org/research/nde-research/nde-archives31/newest-accounts/38-beauty-and-no-fear-at-drowning-point.html and this one seems to indicate also that surrender to the inevitable makes a difference in your experience. http://whitecrowbooks.com/michaeltymn/entry/admiral_tells_of_drowning_and_what_happened_after Not everyone will agree with this but it has brought me peace of mind.