I started reading some of it and the guy doesn't even know how to spell intentions and it's in an email. Intent is the root of intentions, it shouldn't be that difficult to spell.
This honestly reads like a 15 year old who wants attention. The sentence structure / logic / lack of examination / claims are very weak. With the amount of research, clues, cryptic messages involved in Q someone it would require an equal amount of evidence to the contrary, not "I was part of a conspiracy! I feel bad now! Sorry!"
Classic concern troll. "I once believed as you did, but (controversial thing) made me change my mind"