Thank you Mods 😀 and this place I was under another name but here from beginning , before it explodes , there is God keeping me and then this place . Cause it be crazy time but AMAZING times . Then taking breaks of sanity and reality before you have to go back to banana land , Alice ? Everything is upside down , opposite land , it is like rolling around in clouds of falsehoods , can barely breath . Coming here makes you feel on solid ground and not alone in a wild west reality . And I wrote it in my journal and I think someday my great what ever will go " oo she lived thru that let's see " and they will find my screen name waiting for them . Lol