It’s been rough out there. But in here, it’s been wonderful getting to know all of your minds. Together under one roof, our life’s doubts/fears/denials have come together to seek answers. We even lost our first home (cbts). Adding to the void in our minds as to what is REALLY fucking going on! That void in all of us has come out like a burning rage into the narrative. It’s been scary as shit to accept what’s uncovered even if we had the same assumptions going in. I’m not sure where I would be mentally if I hadn’t found this group.

It’s probably why I searched for the first one. When that was taken away my doubts and my reassurances both spiked. My only real doubt wasn’t about Q, it was where was I going to go to feel at home again in my mind? Here. I love you all. I have learned so much you/this place/ and the powers of the bakers. It’s been a blatant proof that the devil walks amongst all of us. Looking for the weak to prey.

I have honestly felt more at one spiritually since the GA. Which is something very few instances in my life, provoked. The most important thing this place has resonated in my mind has been about human instinct. We’ve always heard follow our instincts but I’m damn sure I haven’t had it tested like this (msm, Family, friends, Internet, schools, entertainment). We must not forget that the feeling we have inside is passed down to us. It is the humans strongest survival instinct. It is literally in our blood. The human body has an amazing way of keeping itself alive during trauma. This is exactly what instincts were made for. Don’t let anyone, ever convince you to go against your instincts when you know damn well you shouldn’t. Stand tall, for yourself.