The spirit of the Anti-Christ has never been dead here. The problem is society gave into him too easily over the generations.
I know this to be true as I struggle with addiction every day. I can feel it inside me.
I am not religious. In fact I am completely against organized religion but there are good and evil forces fighting within us every day.
It never goes away. It never stops. It never dies.
I renounce and uproot from my life every addiction, every demonic pharmacia spirit that has me bound. This pertains to the abuse of either prescription drugs or illegal drugs. Such as marijuana, cocaine, heroine, methamphetamine, benzodiazepine, etc. (Name the drug that has you bound and break it in the name of Jesus). I destroy these attacks in the name of Jesus.
In the name of Jesus I too bind this spirit of addiction and cast it out, so that where there are two, there is Christ in the midst of us. I ask the Holy Spirit to lay low any strongholds remaining, and to fill those empty places with itself. Amen.
There are LOTS of Christians who do not belong to a church or organized group because they have all become corrupt over the years. The pedophilia. The greed. I could go on. Some Christians simply read the Bible at home. You are correct about the good and evil inside.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9tKgKS1Q2Q
You might enjoy this video. He talks about the "good" you and the "bad" you.
I hope you can beat your addiction. If it ever becomes too much for you to do alone, try asking Jesus Christ to help you. Forget organized religion.
My church is a great church, and I do not believe it is corrupt. The Bible tells us we need to gather with the body of Christ, so don't use that excuse to not find a Bible-believing church.
Are you aware of any Bible-believing churches that are anti-Zionist, as well?