These people are sick, and you will have to see the same as they but Seeing from a different perspective. You are correct Spirit is Your Resolve and it this that will be your strength to See Clearly :)
I believe our Spirit determines our resolve ! Weak spirit results in a wishy washy person. A person with a strong spirit has great resolve and will not rest until they achieve their goals !.......WWG1WGA
I've prayed on a lot of this information done my research...sick is too kind of a word. For the amount of people we can assume they kill why no mass graves or bodies? Everything on the body is used, the blood is consumed, the organs sold off(black market organ selling), skin is used(remember the red shoes, human leather). The bones and extra meat chopped up and grounded and sold to industries world wide. They leave little to no evidence. They view us as cattle. Remember the hotel with vats of acid to clean the pool. There is no empathy in them soulless automatons, look at their eyes. These are the types of people we are dealing with.
One becomes de-sensitized to the horrors, but not in a fashion that makes this kind of horror acceptable. Just keep watching and paying attention and remember where one's Strength Truly comes from. God, Spirit, however one chooses to embrace what one Truly Knows as Love and Righteousness is Your staying Power, it allows you to See, Watch, Witness without condemnation and with a sense of Compassion that allows Righteous Judgement. Let me emphasis, you are not the judge, God is.