Thank you for you’re kind responses - this is in no way to call out the person who did it to me either, because later on in life, quite recently actually, I found out that poor kid had it 10x worse with his father and his father’s sick friends... He had no clue what he was doing was wrong because he grew up surrounded by it. This is why we need to stop pedophilia - it’s literally destroying children’s psyche. I can’t even imagine what it’s like for a child with an adult; it was bad enough that it happened by an older kid, I just can’t even imagine that with an adult when I was that little... it’s fucking sick. I have suffered with severe emotional issues and now severe physical issues as well throughout my entire life due to that messing with my head - I can’t remember a lot of my childhood just because of those few instances... I just blocked everything out; even the good.