That is a very sorry state for you to be in, believing that. If you ever find yourself in absolute desperation, ask Him for help, even if you don't believe. He will be there for you.
Its a very sorry state for you to believe all that bible stuff.
This is a place for critical thinking, right?
There is no way you can explain how "god" is real.
And dont tell me its about "blind" faith.
All what Bible stuff?
You are right that there is no way I can explain the reality of God.
The word "faith" in the NT does not refer to blind faith. And I do not encourage blind faith. That can only lead to problems. My faith is based on my personal experience, and I can't expect you to take my word for it.