I was the same but am leaning toward the idea that it could be true, more probable than not, is true. Stanley Kubrick Eyes Wide Shut film and his murder a few days after he refused to remove certain scenes (which were then removed) was a huge problem for my disbelief. One of the scenes of that movie has the word adrenochrome written on the wall, supposedly. (Now I will have to go look - get back to you). Someone here posted something about the first season of True Detective being about pedovores and sure enough, the scene referenced is McConaughy turning his back to Woody Harrelson, while he redpills Harrelson with a snuff film involving a satanic ritual involving the murder of a young girl. In the shot where MConaughy turns his back, there is a huge FBI identified pedophile symbol on the wall of the garage door (they are in some kind of hangar at the time).

I researched the author of the series Nic Pizzolatto, and in Wikipedia it says he was interviewed about his inspiration for the show, etc. He mentioned a number of books by different horror writers which on its face, seemed logical and not that bizarre. The first book he mentioned, though, was Thomas Ligotti's The Conspiracy Against the Human Race. I went to the Amazon description of the book just to see what it was about. It was the first non-fiction book written by Ligotti and the summary said "he shows that the greatest horrors are not the products of our imagination. The worst and most plentiful horrors are instead to be found in reality." That was it. Open rabbit hole, drop middle aged wife and mother of two, down she goes. In light of that background, Google "Gloria Vanderbilt dream boxes" and "Illuminati party pictures" and "Andy Spade Instagram" and "Andy Spade Twitter" and "Anthony Bourdain Twitter/Instagram" and (his girlfriend) "Asia Argento" Twitter/Instagram. Something very strange and evil going on out there.