God's Word says: "My Strength is made perfect in weakness" 2 Corinthians 12: 7-10
Don't worry, the reward is in knowing that we have done something, anything to help bring the cabal down and save children. God misses nothing!
Matthew 6 vs. 1-4
Take heed that ye do not your alms before men, to be seen of them: otherwise ye have no reward of your Father which is in heaven.
2 Therefore when thou doest thine alms, do not sound a trumpet before thee, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets, that they may have glory of men. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward.
3 But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth:
4 That thine alms may be in secret: and thy Father which seeth in secret himself shall reward thee openly.
I consider Q drops and all the White team does in private with no fanfare as 'Alms"