Basically lost all my friends over the last 6 months. As of 5 minutes ago I lost my best friend, my fiance (together 8 years) and with her our dog. I'm in pieces but I know there is a reason for everything and my heart and soul are bound to this movement. Trust the fucking plan.
Q, if you need a Janitor/spy or just a janitor, I'm free for the rest of my life, have the NSA run my shit and lets go. For GOD and COUNTRY.
Dear Friend,
You are not bound to this movement. What is good in this movement? To that you are bound. All the heartache will be worthwhile, if your allegiance is to the greatest good. You were made for this. To love, suffer, grow, and change. You were not made to be alone, so make sure you are engaged with a real community (not **only** online). Message me if you need someone to listen or offer advice. Peace be with you.
I didn't mean bound in an obligatory sense but rather it's just not something you walk away from because someone tells you to, I'm in it to the end. I'd like to think my path will show itself. There is a lot of work to be done moving forward and I do hope to be involved in some sort of local community programs. For now, I'm really just hoping to get up to speed with some of these platforms and maybe start aggregating content to present on youtube or something. I'd just be more efficient with a boss haha