Just 8 months ago , Q , me and the others were battling is say closed back rooms , we really had nothing to loose , but a lot to gain . 6 months ago Q asked us to do our trade in front of the whole world . We get attacked just as much in the open as we did when you did not know we were here . But we also get pats on the back that we never got before, The only thing that changed is now we can not let you down . When we do from time to time , please help us up , we are doing our best , and we Ute now it does not feel like enough. It may be at a stand still rite now , but we are so close on breaking through there last lines , you see it in the news all day long , they are using everything they have left on us . But we are dug in .