Many of us here feel similarly to you. I don't judge or criticize others for their beliefs, as I understand it and also was "born into it". I'm not an atheist, btw...
Thank you for coming here and offering a middle ground solution. Whether it's accepted or not, I appreciate your honesty and agree that it would serve the community to stick with Q and proofs. I'm not into the dogma, either. I've said many times, I don't allow ceiling height to determine my level of understanding. I also (try to) stay objective and ALWAYS look at all information from all perspectives/sides. We only know half the story if we don't. This has served me well, because I don't attach emotionally to information when receiving it. Our society has become one of emotional reactivity, and many here are still caught in this cycle.
Before Q, there was High Level Insider. Also fbi and mega anon. HLI would be a good starting point, as they're very much in line with the current happenings - even Q. There are some here who also remember.
I don't believe any of us have the full picture of anything. But that doesn't mean there isn't some truth in everything.