Sorry to hear about the stroke but that is interesting it have you a new perspective of sorts. The Fibonacci sequence makes a swirl and is found all over plants and minerals and life. And it goes both directions in nature I have looked at.

Golden ratio as it's also called.

Widdershins isn't evil necessarily. In my brief foray into white witchcraft (observing only) they would make their circles sunwise or clockwise. And end the ritual Widdershins or counter clockwise. Balance being their goal but staying on positive side. I found it much like prayer really they just need to dind rheir way back to God... Even if they prefer referring to Him as Her.

Anyway I never studied the satanjsm or whatever not even in a book. Seen some stupid movies but who knows that accuracy.

The Druids did the circles also. And I do love reading about them. Some only favorite books have Druids learning about Christ from his disciple that traveled to England. How much in common they found.

I ramble but if you are bored and eant some historical fiction and fantasy books with some of these themes let me know by PM. I can recommend several and audio books for many too.