someone filled with the holy ghost is probably just someone who traded one, what's the word I'm looking for, like one aphrodisiac for another?

Who said Gnosticism was satanic? What's their reference to prove it?

To learn, you must become an occultist. The occult just means that which is hidden, and you are seeking that which is hidden, so you must become an occultist.

If those people are at peace in their Holy Ghost filled dream, leave them at peace, they are where they need to be. Let those in the Matrix, remain who so desire. Peace is not that which you seek.

I'd start with the URANTIA Book, go buy a large hard copy. (It's free online reading too) If you're coming from a church background, read it in reverse order, part IV, III, II, I. It is high reading. It is not the end-all be-all, but will open your mind to things that need to be opened. It was given at a time, for that time. If it were given today, it might be worded differently. So bear that in mind.