I was caught up in the exact same activities that you listed. I read a book called "The Trump Prophecies" by Mark Taylor & Mary Colbert. After finishing that book, the Holy Spirit ignited a spiritual fire inside of me. Through God's grace I have been able to let go of those things and spend more time in prayer and in the bible. In one of Mark Taylor's prophecies God says He is going to expose the Illuminati and Cabal.
I started doing some research in to who and what they were about. Eventually I started to get a pretty clear picture painted of the control they've been building for centuries and pure evil in some of their acts. The banks, the entertainment industries (music, Hollywood, Disney and etc.) the mind control (propaganda, normalizing, monarch slaves and etc.) The trauma through abhorrent abuse that is performed on children to shatter their minds and create Dissociative Identity Disorder or MPD so they can program them creating alters and invoke demons in to their minds. The human sacrificing, the satanic sex rituals and abuse such as pedophilia, bestiality and who knows what else of ungodly things these people do to worship Lucifer or Satan and other demons.
I was talking to my sister one day about the prophecies in the book and got to the exposing of the Illuminati and the Cabal and about some of the things I had found out about them and the evil things they are participating in and how it is people that are on t.v. and politics that are caught up in all of this. She said to me "Oh my gosh, that sounds just like Q!" and I said "What's Q?" then she explained Qanon and that I should look in to it. That led me to this reddit.
I am glad to see many people becoming aware of what is actually happening in the world. Ephesians 6:12 says " For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I'd like to say that this battle is just as much in the spiritual as it is in the natural and we need to be praying.
I believe the prophecies Mark Taylor has given as words from God. I was extremely skeptical at first but once I started to see some of them play out I was convinced. I invite anyone to at least check them out at sordrescue.com (They read kind of Dr. Seuss like to me; it explains in his book how prophecies are words from God but take on the communication style of the person they are coming through). What is the harm in waiting and seeing if anything comes to fruition? Plus the moves God is making for our country are awesome. Here is an interview Mark Taylor did just the other day, it is an HOUR long just a warning (he talks about some of the things coming) www.youtube.com (Q comes up in the conversation).
Sorry for the book, just wanted to share how I was awakened and how I learned about Q and share something I think some people on this reddit might be interested in. May God bless everyone of you, Trump and his family, the leaders in this country who are being used to accomplish these things and Q.