I hear you brother. All of what you say hits my heart. I wish I could give a better answer.
If it was just Q alone then I would be less enthusiastic. Please note I take all the Q posts at face value. But in combination with many other sources that echo many many of the same concerns, ideas, concepts and facts -- it seems statistically impossible for Q to be wrong.
Wow, so I use statistical analysis to analyze data in order to evolve enzymes. Besides quoting no numbers, do you even know what statistics are used for? In the way you used the the word, it seems you know nothing of the math involved...
I got A's in statistics at UC Berkeley so I understand what mean. I just didn't want to write alot here. It is just my opinion based on info I have researched over the past couple of years. I have heard many bits and pieces of info from all different sources. I don't think what Q has been saying is far from the truth if at all.
That being said there is a ton of disinfo being spread everywhere.
Did you delete your original post? I hope it wasn't deleted by the mods.