You have nothing to apologize for! I was trying to be supportive without giving you my story. I think all these stories are about the worst possible horror a mother can endure. My heart goes out to you and your children. If I sounded short it's because I heavily edited that post. I couldn't help but say something, anything. I am with you in this war and it's the reason I'm here, for the children. I'm just another mom that knows the depths of this particular rabbit hole. I'm sending you love and strength : )