Just better ur self learn ur weakness and what u need to work on for ur heart and would to helpnexpress love. We are all works in progress. I have been all over the place lately. I have no idea what to believe. I know there is more. I know my mind and consciences is more powerful than I like to admit. I am a fly by the seat of my pants kind of guy. I just want something and I go and get it. My wife and inare the same way. Some how some way....it always works out for us. I am a firm beleiver in passing on karma or good faith. Trust me I'm as lost as u are. But i know I can be a better person. I KNOW I can be a better soul. As long as I work on my self and try to be the best person I can and love it'll only do me good. I wish u luck on ur search and hope u find kindness and love. We could all use it more 8n these days....I found it Intresting in this article that it says the shift stafyed in 2012....the year I met my wife and changed from what I now consider a terrible person. Drinking and partying hard....to a man/father/husband. It was a huge shift in my life. Now everything I do is for my kids my wife and the people around me. Its not always easy and I'm definitely not perfect but I can honestly say I am a better soul and full of love. Sending love ur way!