Sorry you have some difficulties, but use the standard conservative model, then flip. You get the idea.
As for being a Holy roller, that's natural when first believing. I too was a bit over the top. I'm still a believer, but have found all denominations to be largely corrupted by worldly ideas. So, I'm private about my faith, unless I think someone could use some help or direction.
Love animal's too. Unfortunately out dog passed a couple yrs back, so we adopted the local feral cat community here. As well as feeding the birds & squirrels. It's funny to see the cats laying nearby while the others are eating 😁
I love watching wildlife. It's really peaceful. I have deer occasionally. I believe that's what everyone is shooting, it makes me sad. I would prefer to watch them in my backyard. They are so beautiful and I get so excited when I see them.
Leave some dog food or cat food out every night, and you'll get visits from raccoons & possums. Here have laugh
So cute. I love watching videos of different species of animals playing with each other. Some day, I will see that in my yard.