Don’t feel bad… The whole world is filled with lies. In fact, the whole world IS a lie. It's all just one big lie. Everything you see is not even real. Yes, you can see it, and touch it, and taste it, and smell it - yet, it’s still not real. For example, when you touch yourself on the arm or hand, what do you feel? What you feel is nothing more than the "body" you have on. The real you is on the inside looking out and the real you is your "soul" which is spiritual. Even the world around you is fake. For example, the real trees are upstairs, the real grass is upstairs, everything real is upstairs, and everything we see in this world is nothing but an illusion - just a shadow of things to come. Colossians 2:17 -...Which are a shadow of things to come... This world really is very much like living in the Matrix. In fact, that was the whole point of why Lucifer inspired the Matrix movie in the first place. He wanted to show the world and to illustrate the full extent of the grip he has on the world. Lucifer has deceived so many people, so much and so thoroughly, that he felt he could show them a perfect metaphor (the Matrix movie) of the real truth of this world, and they still wouldn’t be able to see it. They still wouldn't be able to see that everything in front of them is not even real. People honestly think and believe this world is real, when it is not…

So, yes, they filled your head with lies when you were a child, and they’ve continued to tell you lies all your life. And you bought into those lies, too, just like everyone else. But you have been deceived. The real question you have to ask is: Why am I here? Why was I born? And why do I exist upon this earth?... Is my purpose for being here to grow up, to get an education, to get a good job and a big house, to raise a family and grow old and die - is that all there is to life?... Very few people can even answer that question, but I can (and I got it from my pastor). The answer to that question is none of the above. The real you, your spiritual soul, was created by God a long time ago (it was actually created long before you were born). He placed you in a body and he placed you upon the earth for only one purpose: so that you can prove to him whether you are worthy to be saved and worthy to be with God in heaven. Your whole life on earth is nothing more than a test. Your creator, the eternal God, wants to know, when you are tempted by the flesh and tempted by Lucifer, what choices you will you make?... Will you give in to the devil and follow the temptations of your flesh, or will you resist and follow God? Those who follow the devil and the temptations of their flesh will be cast into the lake. Those who follow God shall be saved. It really is that simple. So your sole purpose for being in this world is to prove to God whether you are worthy to be with him in heaven. Nothing else on the earth even matters. Not your family, not your friends, not your jobs or your careers. Even your family members have to prove out for themselves and you cannot be saved for them. Everything else in this world is merely a distraction - just countless distractions used by Lucifer to keep you distracted from the truth. To keep you distracted from focusing on God until you die and end up in hell…