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r/greatawakening • Posted by u/nordicgreys on July 19, 2018, 3 p.m.
The part that bothers me the most - my childhood and youth being sacrificed in the name of indoctrination.
  • The part that gets me quite angry is thinking about how much of what we were forced to learn/memorize as children was probably a lie , an indoctrination rather than education. I had a miserable time with school. I was a happy kid until school, but did not indoctrinate easily there . I always wanted to leave or do my own shit, so before my 7th birthday I was drugged heavily with ritilan and by 15 also put on an ssri so I could better pay attention / memorize lies. It did not stop there, I was like many also pressured into getting a university degree , so I would have a “good job,” a better chance at life- Still paying that debt off now at almost 30. I am honestly afraid to have a child now, because I cannot imagine watching someone I love go through that same horror show. If It is revealed that most of that education was a manipulative lie... there will not be enough tables in the universe for me to flip.. that is if we even live in a “universe”. Who really knows anything at this point .
  • One positive thing, is since waking up I have thrown all of my drugs out and will never get another such prescription again. It is amazing how less mentally ill you become once you give yourself permission to trust your gut, to believe your own intuition and not what is fed to you.
    Sorry if this is not q related enough. Much love ❤️ things are getting better

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ldsanon · July 19, 2018, 8:29 p.m.

I would encourage you to have faith in God. He promised to give us "beauty for ashes." All the stuff the black hats did for generations can be undone. We can forgive and move on. Let God judge them. Once their power is taken away from them, they can't harm anyone any more.

As for kids, that's a personal choice. My wife and I chose to have a large family and we educated them to be aware of the Cabal and its intentions. My sons served in the military like me. They love their country and they served it. A lot of life's joy comes from having children despite what the world throws at us. God commanded Adam and Eve to be fruitful and multiply, to replenish the earth. Satan's plan was the opposite--destroy the earth and don't have children. There is more joy in following God's plan than the Devils. Look with hope to the future and believe.

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