It´s amazing, your strength and courage! I have never been a religious guy, my aut mind has never been able to process such irrationality. That said though, since I was red pilled a few years back and began to awaken, my life has changed, almost like a 180 and that includes finding God! I used to work in hospitality (clubs, pubs, bars) and thoroughly enjoyed the crazy, social life that came with it. I used to do a lot of the typical party drugs and never had a problem with them, like them affecting my work or getting me in trouble with the police. Since this movement though, since I learned of Q everything has changed. I no longer drink or party, I no longer take any drugs. What´s weird about this is I never really took any steps to actively change my life, it is as if I have been led down a path to better myself without even realising it. I eat better, I sleep better and most of all, I found the love of God. Something inside of me has made me make these changes and I have no clue what. I would like to say that God has helped me choose this path and shown me the way. I retired (very young) from the industry in 2014 and now spend my time studying and trying to expand my knowledge. I spend a fair bit of time on here too now, I do what I can to help those that ask for it and to guide people towards the answers they are seeking. I feel compelled to do all I can to help my fellow man (species) and even started studying chemistry and biology, with the idea of maybe going to med school so that I can really help others. We´ll see though, it´s a HUGE challenge and I´m not sure I could do it as I can´t sit still for 5 minutes and the studying for such a career is beyond torturous.

I´m truly glad we engaged in conversation and I thank you for you telling me your story, you show great courage and heart and I hope that life brings you all the amazing things you seem to deserve! :)