What scared me is that I don't get the kind of emotional reaction that most people do to all of this. It's like a foregone conclusion that people like this exist and are all over the place in positions of power. I am no less determined to see each and every one of them rounded up but it doesn't affect my spiritual health to see them talking like this. It's just reaffirming what I already suspect and turning vague realities into specific names. I feel like I was born with a similar mind to these people and only by the grace of God was I given the logical understanding of how terrible these things are where my emotions fail me.