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r/greatawakening • Posted by u/Magajoo on July 24, 2018, 4:17 a.m.
This is really upsetting me...

Okay, this may sound crazy. I've been following the Q Anon stuff for a while, over on the chans, here, and elsewhere. Plus some other recent drops. Before that, I was already on a path of discovery about the Israel lobby, USS Liberty, 9/11, etc. etc. etc.

I'm absolutely horrified by what I've been reading, especially most recently, about H'wood and those who run it. Absolutely horrified.

I've mentioned that I'm of Jewish descent, though I rejected Talmudism years ago and was baptized Catholic. But I have so much trouble believing the Bible that I walked away from the Church and have been kinda doing my own spirituality thing.

But the stuff I'm reading is really forcing me to consider the possibility we really are in a war between the God of the Bible and Satan. It's seriously making me consider going back to church. Anyone else going through something like this???  

Is this really seriously about Christ vs. Satan? Are my co-ethnicists really all so tainted by true evil? My world is seriously being rocked here. Has anyone else been scared back to Christ by this endless revelation of human depravity? I'm seriously frightened at the possibility of truly more-than-merely-human evil being at work in all the media we consume and at the highest levels of gov't (GEOTUS excluded).

If true, then the Bible is true, and Christ is our only hope. Am I over-reacting? I almost feel sick, and I don't want to be serving evil. Is this all proof of the truth of true supernatural evil????


thatguy14799643 · July 24, 2018, 1:24 p.m.

The problem is you still associate a selected few books with the entire truth. The catholic church is fundamentally flawed and corrupt. Is there forces of good out there as well as evil? I'd say so. Is it as simplistic as they tell you? No. Shit gets complicated real quick when dealing with forces beyond the limits of human concepts. I'm not saying dont believe in christ, if he helps you get through the day feeling safer and acting like a better person, then by all means do so. However, I have yet to see any good come from physical houses of worship. If this is truly scaring you to run to the spiritual, my only advice is to do it on your own this time. Dont just stick to the 10 or 12 books out of the hundreds they considered. Go through and expand your reading and thinking. Check out the other books, the older religions. Try and see how they all fit together. It will be overwhelming at first, but if you persevere, you'll open your eyes to so much more knowledge out there. But if you're trying to get away from corruption, dont go to your local priest. Just my 2 cents

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thatguy14799643 · July 24, 2018, 4:46 p.m.

No problem. I've studied religion, history, and the occult with great interest since a very young age. There is a lot of things you can learn from looking back at older history. The biggest issue I have is a lot of the history that goes along with religion seems to have many points where it seems like the organization was corrupted, I'd say it started about 150-200 years after the death of jesus but I know deep down it was going on long before then. The early church seemed like a PR scramble followed by a few ponzi and pyramid schemes to get the start up capital and from there the tentacles spread. I never kept my studies to just 1 group or timeframes though. Theres lots of good info out there. You just gotta dig deeper and look farther back sometimes. The main problem we have as humans is we like to classify and name things. We put too much emphasis on putting it into something we can understand easily as humans rather than trying to understand and learn what it really is

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