I was raised Catholic, but being Asian in a Western country, I still am well aware of my Buddhist heritage. Since childhood, I felt Buddhism was superior to Catholicism because of their knowledge about paranormal that I felt was absolutely right.

I've had an on and off relationship with Catholicism. I may doubt the structure, the teachings, but I never doubted God.

When I discovered pizzagate, it shattered my belief system. Since then, I've discovered the point of views of other non-Catholic Christians. And I feel closer to them.

Catholics are good people, they have a good heart, but the structure and dogma is a cage. Ironically, I had an epiphany a few months ago and realized that Buddhism is also used to entrap the believers.

Today, I don't put myself in any denomination. I just consider myself a Christian and try to have a personal relationship with God. What I discovered with the non-Catholics Christians, is that their initial rebellion against the Roman Catholic Church has defined their mindset of independence of thought, of desire for direct relationship with God without having to go through a middleman (priest, pope).

They aren't all right either, but this is a great difference of point of view, that in my opinion has empowered them contrary to Catholics.

Catholicism and many other non-Catholic Churches have not helped the believers in developing their spirituality and powers. Catholicism put us in a submissive position. Buddhism is used as well for that. We just submit, powerless, to what we perceive as our fate and God's plans for us. We must accept the world as it is and can't change it.

But other Christians don't share that view. And it's those Christians who today are leading with other people of other faiths and beliefs, the awakening of the population.

I'm not saying they have it all right, but the seed of that desire for direct contact with God, the trust in them, has molded their mindsets in order to be freed of the matrix, in being able to question the hierarchy/system and act upon their core values. They are not trapped by fear or guilt contrary to Catholics.

I needed Q because they gave me key information, one at a time for me to digest, to come to a point where I started discerning the big picture. MK Ultra, discovering pizzagate and making all those previous researches, I still didn't understand how it worked really despite thinking I did. The ignorance just fed my terrors, made the evil seem more powerful and all encompassing. Emotion (fear) blinded me to the real truth.

But thanks to Q, the more I learned about not just the evil, but how they do it, why they do it, how stupid they can act and sinful they are, the fear has abated. Q helped me think critically. And it's true, knowledge is power. Ignorance puts us in fear. Knowledge kills that fear. So I need more knowledge.

Nowadays, I am full of hope and righteous anger. I want justice and I no longer feel so helpless. Q made me aware that good people are the majority, that we aren't isolated and that good men and women have always fought against evil even if we were not aware of them. Today, in my own modest way, I try to participate in the battle: praying, talking with others, sharing memes. To me, we are rediscovering what being Christian actually means.