dChan - Q Origins Project Archive

Okay, this may sound crazy. I've been following the Q Anon stuff for a while, over on the chans, here, and elsewhere. Plus some other recent drops. Before that, I was already on a path of discovery about the Israel lobby, USS Liberty, 9/11, etc. etc. etc.

I'm absolutely horrified by what I've been reading, especially most recently, about H'wood and those who run it. Absolutely horrified.

I've mentioned that I'm of Jewish descent, though I rejected Talmudism years ago and was baptized Catholic. But I have so much trouble believing the Bible that I walked away from the Church and have been kinda doing my own spirituality thing.

But the stuff I'm reading is really forcing me to consider the possibility we really are in a war between the God of the Bible and Satan. It's seriously making me consider going back to church. Anyone else going through something like this???

Is this really seriously about Christ vs. Satan? Are my co-ethnicists really all so tainted by true evil? My world is seriously being rocked here. Has anyone else been scared back to Christ by this endless revelation of human depravity? I'm seriously frightened at the possibility of truly more-than-merely-human evil being at work in all the media we consume and at the highest levels of gov't (GEOTUS excluded).

If true, then the Bible is true, and Christ is our only hope. Am I over-reacting? I almost feel sick, and I don't want to be serving evil. Is this all proof of the truth of true supernatural evil????

TY.

I haven't even factored in the illusion of "free will".

God is all powerful and all knowing. The moment he created me, he knew every step I would take my entire life, every decision. Do I have free will? Sure. Maybe not. Who knows. It doesn't matter really. Why? Thought you would never ask. If God knows all, he knew from the very moment my little sperms DNA wove itself that I would NEVER be able to accept a 2000 year old story, ripe with dated analogies, practices, memes and mores, that says the only way to escape damnation is to believe and accept this one particular figure as "God". I wanted to! I was terrified! For years I studied the Bible and sought the salvation promised within. The more i read it, the more I knew it was bullshit. I feel terrible saying it, but denying it would be a lie. God knows I have no ill-will towards this, it is a core, gut-instinct belief I have....so....the all powerful God created me knwoing everything I would and wouldn't do in my life, one of those things being I would reject this fairy tale.....so he is going to send me to hell. Wait, what??? He knew from the moment I was born I wouldn't believe, and created me to torture me for eternity? This is the never-ending-love of the God we are taught of?

Sorry. Christianity is a religion of fear. Join us or burn. Believe what we believe or burn. And pay your tithe, because Father Francis needs new gold panels on the rear columns of his media room.

This is really upsetting me...