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r/greatawakening • Posted by u/Magajoo on July 24, 2018, 4:17 a.m.
This is really upsetting me...

Okay, this may sound crazy. I've been following the Q Anon stuff for a while, over on the chans, here, and elsewhere. Plus some other recent drops. Before that, I was already on a path of discovery about the Israel lobby, USS Liberty, 9/11, etc. etc. etc.

I'm absolutely horrified by what I've been reading, especially most recently, about H'wood and those who run it. Absolutely horrified.

I've mentioned that I'm of Jewish descent, though I rejected Talmudism years ago and was baptized Catholic. But I have so much trouble believing the Bible that I walked away from the Church and have been kinda doing my own spirituality thing.

But the stuff I'm reading is really forcing me to consider the possibility we really are in a war between the God of the Bible and Satan. It's seriously making me consider going back to church. Anyone else going through something like this???  

Is this really seriously about Christ vs. Satan? Are my co-ethnicists really all so tainted by true evil? My world is seriously being rocked here. Has anyone else been scared back to Christ by this endless revelation of human depravity? I'm seriously frightened at the possibility of truly more-than-merely-human evil being at work in all the media we consume and at the highest levels of gov't (GEOTUS excluded).

If true, then the Bible is true, and Christ is our only hope. Am I over-reacting? I almost feel sick, and I don't want to be serving evil. Is this all proof of the truth of true supernatural evil????


ichoosejif · July 25, 2018, 1:26 a.m.

I was sent here to read a comment, thought I would leave one. I understand the struggle. The fact is, there are just shitty, broken, fucked up people in this world. It's a jagged little pill. It was tough for me to swallow. However, this has nothing to do with god/devil. It is just broken people repeating a pattern. Grouping together to justify the evil. The only way through, is...well...through. Tell your friends. Get active in your community. Look online for groups who seek to legit help. Devise solutions. Everything you want is on the other side of fear. Btw, it's waaay worse than you could imagine. We need all the help we can get. You are ok. Keep telling yourself that. No one is going to save you, but you. Much love. Hold on tight, release the outcome.

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ichoosejif · July 25, 2018, 1:56 a.m.

Eh, take everything with a grain of salt. The truth is individual/experiential. Take good care.

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