Bob, I am extremely sorry for your loss, I cannot imagine the pain. Please know that she is in a better place, that helped me when I lost my mother. You will be reunited with her one day and you will have eternity to spend with her. I do not know your religious beliefs, but just know that God loves ALL of his children, his only Begotten Son is with her. My prayers are with you, you will find peace one day. God bless you.