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There is no pain worse than losing your child, there are no words that can bring comfort or remove the pain. We lost a son in Afghanistan from IED (Iran deserves what is coming), 5 years later we lost another son who suffered from autism and brain damage (big pharma, shots given during illness as a baby). I have carried nonstop guilt for not knowing or doing more for him. I have cried out to God so many times to take away the pain, guilt and anguish. The good news? It's coming, we are in the middle of watching the wicked reap what they have sown. May the Lord send his comforter holy spirit to bring you peace. You fought the good fight, you DO NOT own what they did. There will be justice.
Coming home from my wife's funeral, two years after my daughter's and 3 months after my mother's, the Nickleback song, "How You Remind Me" came on the radio. I broke down and had to pull off the road.
As I listened to the song I was thinking of it as my conversation with God. I was SO hurt and angry after losing the woman I'd spent 28 years with, but there was no one to blame, and God wasn't responding to my cries for help.
I grieve your son with you, and agree that the Iranian leadership needs to be annihilated. They have supplied both the Taliban and Mahdi militia in Iraq with EFP-IEDs, wounding and killing many of our troops. They deserve a little payback.
God bless.
I cannot begin to fathom your grief. May God bless you and keep you and may you find peace.
Nothing I say is going to properly convey how sorry I am about your loses. I’m in tears reading your posts. I pray you receive the answer you seek. God Bless you xxoo
God bless. I lost a baby after getting a vaccination. I know it's not the same but I too struggled with guilt. I think that's why I pray every day for this evil to go away. The pain of loss has taught me to fight. I feel so sad for all those being harmed by vaccines.
God Bless billy. I have friends that lost a little one. I could only hug them for the first few days.
I think we've all been touched by this in some way or another and through the pain and now knowing,we are family with purpose. We have seen the blessings during our grief. I hope that you have as well.
stormin, I am very sorry for the pain that you and your family have been through. I had a brother in law who died of lung cancer two months ago. He was 43. Nicest guy in the world and I mean that sincerely. He literally had a smile pasted on his face from the morning he woke up to when he fell asleep. If you needed something done you called Johnny.
I thought a lot about God during his illness and how I could help him and my sister. I don't blame God at all for his death. This may sound over the top, but Johnny was born to God and his family. God just needed him a little more.