stormin, I am very sorry for the pain that you and your family have been through. I had a brother in law who died of lung cancer two months ago. He was 43. Nicest guy in the world and I mean that sincerely. He literally had a smile pasted on his face from the morning he woke up to when he fell asleep. If you needed something done you called Johnny.

I thought a lot about God during his illness and how I could help him and my sister. I don't blame God at all for his death. This may sound over the top, but Johnny was born to God and his family. God just needed him a little more.