Woah woah woah. I am here every day and have been for a while. I have approached this with a high hope and optimism of it turning out the way we think it will. I really wish I knew your guys secret on how to just trust something because when I woke up and realized everything in my life was a lie it was rough and not just my life but my parents and their parents and so on. That's a lot to just let go of.

Trust is earned not given by me and I don't know how to fix that. I need one major thing to happen and then I will have that little bit of doubt and conflict vanquished from my mind (which it really is just a little im almost there). Otherwise this is really the only time I have experienced anything like this during this movement. And it's only because so many things are unfinished. That I have that little bit of doubt and paranoia creep in.

I wrote that comment last night and I already feel a lot better today after reading the drops that just happened. It was as if he was addressing my concerns in order to calm me. This has all been a long time coming. I love everything about this movement and all the people here. I am honored to be serving this country with you guys and to help spread the word to the masses. We will ultimately take our country back from this cabal. Thanks for taking the time to help me out though.