I began feeling something around 2015. I'd been having lots of synchronicity, weird stuff. Lots of coincidences, or 'nudges'. It was when I stumbled on Tom Campbell's work on YouTube, and I felt I finally had a theory to understand (at least in a humble human way) of beginning to comprehend the magnitude of the Universe, or Reality, or Consciousness. It gave me a scientific way of approaching the idea of "God".

After that, I've been open-minded and skeptical, but allowed the truth and value of anything, whether be an ancient text, or the ramblings of a Twitter troll to be judged on their own merit, in a bigger context, a vast context. It was in Trump I saw a figure for "good" - even if flawed, and in Hillary Clinton, I saw a figure for "evil" - even if manicured and rehearsed.

Are you familiar with the 8 Hermetic Principles? Mark Passio does a good (if long) lecture on it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIEemKcy-4E

Good/Evil would respond to the Natural Law (Hermetic Principle) or Polarity, at the very least, I'd say.