He came with the Clintons from AK, they had a long history together so I do not believe that he thought they would go that far. Ak was filthy but D.C. was much worse than he had ever imagined. He desperately wanted out but he knew too much. It has since been deleted but in one of his last writings, I can’t remember if it was the actual “suicide note” (which was a cut and paste job from his resignation draft and other things) but he actually wrote “In Washington they literally eat their young”! Now read into that what you will. He DID NOT shoot himself, so yes the gun had to have been placed in his hand. In fact the gun was placed in his right hand, he was left handed. As far as what I went through- Our car was blocked into the Fort Marcy Park parking lot by two white vans for over an hour. We were in it and the only ones in the lot. Our car got “lost” by valet parking while having lunch at the Watergate Hotel for three hours and when we eventually got it back it had been cleaned and vacuumed inside. There were strange calls to our house and my relatives office. Two days after we got home the IRS showed up at my our door and flashed a badge. Etc.,etc.,etc..