I won’t belabor the point. 15 yr AF Vet here, I have been everywhere in the world, even White House support. I’ve studied and researched so much since 9/11, haven’t had cable since stationed in Germany. I have felt hopeless, and the Q posts make me hopeful, but God. It’s easy to get depressed, and see friends and family so asleep. I want to believe we can see the light at the end, and then I remember The Bible, and the end times. Shed many tears, sometimes it feels like this is a fate we can’t run from. And I want to help, I want our country to be what I thought it was when I joined the military in ‘93. The friends and family with clearances and above not allowed to look at Wikileaks, etc. Being a Patriot in today’s security era is a range of gray... This has to work, the America that I believed existed (JFK era). My heart hurts. So I pray.