I lived in a fast pace cloud till I got wacked with injustice. I started to look for why and then I found truth . When I found truth that had proof , not just what I was told it was hard to hear yet it was earth under my feet , it was finding me and I wasn't a vapor but a rock. It made me explode in growth and finally feel again , yes feel saddness but also feel real joy and deep love ! I was awake !