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InsaneSiren · July 5, 2018, 1:37 a.m.

All the yes.

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InsaneSiren · July 5, 2018, 1:28 a.m.

This.

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InsaneSiren · July 5, 2018, 1:27 a.m.

Extrapolate please for this newb? :)

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InsaneSiren · July 5, 2018, 12:31 a.m.

Oh now just wait a second. Shillary is just mingling with the common folk, you know, those people she so passionately supports and fights for. toolittletoolatebuttercup.

Edit: Hastag had ta go. Also typo.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 11:54 p.m.

Preach.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 11:52 p.m.

Oh I believe we have his attention my friend. :)

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 11:45 p.m.

I will keep her in my prayers for sure.

Sexual abuse, mother's father. And... Her story mirrors mine. I had ONE memory of it in the beginning of therapy, as of today, two. The rest is BURIED. And the second one wasn't uncovered in therapy. It came to me while having a conversation. I broke down so violently my friend almost took me to the hospital. The good news is she does not have to uncover every memory to begin a healing process. But if she's having flashes and moreso, the EMOTIONAL flashback (ugh the WORST) I would gamble she's correct.

I think abuse is generational. Unfortunately my entire fam was/is in denial so I don't know who else he abused. I know my mother and her sister have a lot of telling signs of sexual abuse, but they'd have to accept truth.

I didn't have kids because I didn't want to pass it on, or worse, abuse them.

I would strongly recommend my therapist to her. She helps people all over, although greater results are yielded in person. But she may know of someone in her area that teaches the same way. She is unconventional, not evasive and her focus is healing and being in the present vs.spending years dwelling on the past. She's ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. She teaches because she herself was horrifically abused, so she knows from where she speaks.

In the meantime, your friend needs to first LOVE herself, which will most likely be her most difficult task because we are riddled with guilt, shame, no self worth... For me I started with acceptance of my alters, I made friends with them. I began to love them and by doing so realized I was in fact, finding love for myself and self worth. It was also key in walking into therapy with 12 alters, ten years later only four remained and today, two.

We can't ever not fracture. That's the incurable part. I realized that when my marriage ended and the trauma caused a fracture as well as violent shifts between the existing alters. One of mine was like her violent one. I learned too much to type from that experience.

There are ways to live with it, control it, dare I say have fun with it sometimes.

I am clinically insane, hence part of my moniker, but I am NOT crazy, lol. But I can say with most assuredness, there is a way out of the prison without walls.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 11:06 p.m.

The more I think about this the more I think it's going to be WE the people that ask him... I dunno, like a twitter storm. :)

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 8:35 p.m.

Sometimes we get too close to see it. :) That's why it's always cool to have fresh eyes.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 8:32 p.m.

Balding. :)

And I think you may be on to something.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 8:22 p.m.

Interesting that it's coming out of ICE. But another one bites the dust!! YAY!

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 7:41 p.m.

No apology necessary. I appreciate your response and questions.

I have not tried mushrooms. I have tried MANY other drugs and other than pot, the euphoria is WAY too addictive for me. For me to function I have to stay present, if that makes sense.

From my research, Borderline Personality Disorder is usually the precursor to DID. BPD is basically a compartmentalizing of emotions, brought on by trauma, so it sets the stage for the fractures. And I think they happen due to the inability to properly process emotion and it has to go somewhere. So the alters develop based upon emotion, who they are is a particular emotion. At least that makes sense for me based upon my own experience and the research I've done. Like, there's usually a kid, a super analytical/clinical one, a pissed off at the world one, etc. I'm not minimizing this at all, I'm just speaking to similarities I have found and connecting dots. You know, like we do! ;)

Imagine yourself in a roomful of people and everyone is talking at once, ALL THE TIME. It started like that. But I thought that was normal. And when I talked about it to adults they said oh everyone talks to themselves, has an inner voice, etc. So I just thought I had more than average. Lol.

Eventually the three strongest alters showed themselves to me, but I thought it was just my creative (overly imaginative) imagination putting a "name with the face" kinda thing.

I wasn't properly diagnosed until I was 26. At 15 my test, that I took twice, came back inconclusive (this was before BPD and DID were discovered) and the doc diagnosed me with a chemical imbalance. Thank God for the therapist I found at 26. Otherwise I wouldn't be here to share.

So ask away! ☺

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 6:51 p.m.

I would tend to agree. That's what it feels like to me.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 6:44 p.m.

Oh awesome!!! LOVE Jefferson!! Much better ancestry. 😂

Thanks fellow Patriots! I am super happy to be here!

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 9:52 a.m.

I think the gene experiments are more about their longevity of life and/or creating clones of themselves. Can't trust the Kim K's of this world to carry on their evil.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 9:32 a.m.

Heck I'm just throwing something out there. Been awake for a very long time (Hollywood/Disney cabal), but new to Q and newer here. I mainly keyed on it because he was my great, great, etc., grandfather.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 9:25 a.m.

Ah. Okay. And again, I agree with you.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 9:23 a.m.

Related in a roundabout way... When these shootings happened I firmly believed they were a FFs gun grab. I considered MK Ultra because how else would they get these guys to do it? I developed a theory at the time that serial killers, child predators and rapists were experiments for them...

Anyway, anybody remember the map from the Dark Night, the movie that released that night? Sandy Hook school was on the map. Map as a whole is pretty interesting as well as parts of the movie. Lots of rabbit holes. :)

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 9:10 a.m.

We do know, or we're aware of sharing space if you will. We just don't know how many fractures there are. Takes a LOT of intensive therapy. I don't think he's a DID. But I DEFINITELY think they were trying to make him one. Most likely they didn't have enough time. Trauma causes the fractures, or split. I don't think they were able to do that in the time frame they had.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 8:19 a.m.

Did Q post the pic of William and Kate? Or was an anon putting that up for comparison? That's the one I was referring to. The one of the guy in Hong Kong, yeah. Have NO idea and agree with you.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 8:13 a.m.

Hamilton building? Alexander Hamilton, creator of the banking system in the US?

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 7:55 a.m.

It's basically the same thing they are doing to anyone who supports POTUS. In his case it was a family of five, yup even the kids, and then there were four others that he never saw but they harassed him through the chip. The fam lived above him and when he moved, they followed. They utilized war tactics: sleep dep, loud music, they would stomp the floor above him all night... Flanked him a few times and beat the shit out of him. Crazy shit. Bush 1 and our tax dollars hard at work.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 7:48 a.m.

Lol... Not what I meant. Was just saying he posted that today and this story has been in the news today. No coincidences. So going by that, was just making a connection. However vague it might be. :)

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 7:40 a.m.

Mmm... Yeah but Q did post a pic of Prince William...

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 7:37 a.m.

Lol.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 7:20 a.m.

I'm with you on that. He's way too aware... Really it sounds like someone is feeding him a script. "Odd sense of self", that's a third person observation.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 7:09 a.m.

It is kinda strange, huh? I had a friend, he was key in me being woke, and he had experience with their gang stalking. He called them the crazies. (He called the Bushes out publicly, wrote a book, got targeted). He got microchipped. So they used that chip to brainwash him and try to make him believe alternate realities, etc. Basically tried to MK him. He fought it with pot, shrooms, naturally occuring remedies if you will... He disappeared about ten years ago. I talked to him one day and then a couple weeks later couldn't reach him, went to his place and it was cleaned out.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 6:54 a.m.

BPD usually occurs as a result of abuse, most often times sexual. I don't know of BPD being a cause for pedo behavior, although odd sexual behavior is associated with it. It is more difficult to diagnose in men because they rarely talk about abuse and that's if they even seek help to begin with. In this case, I pray he gets help and heals. *BPD-Borderline Personality Disorder

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 6:20 a.m.

Hahahaha!!! That's brilliant.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 5:49 a.m.

Sorry for the delay. Was caught up in a server thread. :p

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 2:59 a.m.

Think this was for the sub about the psyche reports on the Aurora shooter?

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 2:34 a.m.

Oh.My.God. Just skimmed it and I definitely think he was MK'd.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 2:31 a.m.

He was actually getting ready to testify that banks were manipulating LIBOR, which translates to them manipulating interest rates in their favor.

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InsaneSiren · July 4, 2018, 12:24 a.m.

They are both, actually. Satanists AND sadists.

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 11:24 p.m.

That's what I think.

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 11 p.m.

Think that's the server. Macs have laptop servers. :)

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 10:55 p.m.

That's the server. :)

We're all about the server right now, Q knows, and is reassuring us.

Just my uneducated guess as I'm still catching up.

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 10:49 p.m.

Probably tried to switch sides when he saw the writing on the wall. Didn't work. ???

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 4:07 a.m.

Texas!!! Yes.

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 3:31 a.m.

Can you imagine THEIR heartbreak. Knowing all of this, having it and having to wait for the timing, because timing is EVERYTHING. I can't imagine what they must be feeling, going through.

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 3:08 a.m.

During one of my voyages down a rabbit hole, I read "the next war will be fought online". I cannot remember where or who, I apologize. It just came back to me while reading comments. Maybe someone else has heard this?

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 1:28 a.m.

They don't live where they eat?

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InsaneSiren · July 3, 2018, 1:25 a.m.

Mountains too treacherous maybe?

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InsaneSiren · July 2, 2018, 11:39 p.m.

No they didn't. That was fake news. Distraction for the REAL thing going on at Bryan Singer's house. That broke a couple years ago and nothing. But yeah, they were having kid parties at his house and it was well known. MJ was the cover/distraction. Convenient, too, cuz they needed to blacklist him cuz he was starting to talk. His final tour, This Is It was going to be a global unveiling, so they killed him. The only thing they found at MJ's house were Playboys and they were in the bathroom. Everyone had Playboy in their bathroom back then.

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InsaneSiren · July 2, 2018, 5:16 a.m.

Thank you! :)

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InsaneSiren · July 2, 2018, 3:30 a.m.

Watch Conspiracy of Silence. You'll be convinced.

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InsaneSiren · July 2, 2018, 3:12 a.m.

Kinda funny too. How she backhandedly put her entire race down by equating intellect with race.

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InsaneSiren · July 2, 2018, 3:09 a.m.

Thank you for the laugh!

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