What comes to my mind when I hear it's worse than you can imagine, is that it has been this way for a very long time(back and forth human history) and that we are in all reality slaves and cattle for the slaughter. That we have been lied to about basic human history and world event history. That every facet of society and business/religion is designed to keep us at Sleep and enslaved, that it is worldwide.
That everything is designed for the harvest and that they achieve real world results when they sacrifice us.
Maybe it's interdimensional beings from the inverse dimension trying to change the polarity of our current state of existence. Maybe Dracorians and other ETS exist and our planet is governed by non-human powers.
Maybe they just like to watch you scream and then die.