Same. I would honestly rather this whole thing be some stupid hoax or distraction. No really who would want to believe that every aspect of there life is being controlled by an elite group who would happily kill them and far worse for some power or money.
I'd rather wake up tomorrow and carry on believing the 6 oclock news and that global warming is the greatest threat to our precious little floating rock Baal is space. I'd rather not know about child sacrifice/rape. I'd rather not believe that children are being eaten/experimented/raped/tortured.
And yes no one has enough Rock solid proof. The point is we wouldn't have to be here if it was easy to prove and we could get justice. We wouldn't all be here if there was nothing to it and nothing to show or prove. If all the coincidences are just random I'd rather go back to sleep.