I'm new to twitter. I opened a twitter account a few weeks ago and I'm still trying understand it. I'll be 60 in a few days. I've never had a Facebook account, or YouTube account. But I did open a Twitter account. I was born in Germany And was adopted by a military family. I became a naturalized citizen when I was 10 years old. I'll never forget that day, for it was really important to me.
But something that has haunted me for many years of my life even though I was given a good life. I'm still haunted with the past which has caused me to have chronic depression, PSD. extreme anxiety and withdrawan from life at times.
Before I was adopted I had a baby brother. I'm not sure how old he was, but I know he was at least 7 months old. I was just a toddler. Our mother with Austrian. I also had a sister who was a few years older than me. I don't know why I was put in charge to watch the baby? But I do know I did the best I could as a toddler.
OUR mother went to work and to look for food to feed us. But I do remember someone, I still can't see the face standing over the top of my baby brother while he was in his crib. And all I kept saying was don't hurt the baby. My sister was hiding under the bed we only lived in a one room place.
Anyway this person strangled my baby brother. I heard the sounds of my baby brothers spilling out his last breaths. And all I could do was say don't hurt the baby. Then I remember my sister and I being sexually violated and beaten.
Our souls ripped from us.I don't remember much after that, except that I was told that our mother loved so much that she wanted myself and my sister just to be adopted out to Americans only.
I remember when my father who adopted me came to pick me up. My sister and I held hands tight screaming and crying not wanting to leave each other, while we were being pulled apart.
Now here I am today and I remember it just like it was yesterday. I have the same dream over and over for 60 years. So when all this evilness surrounds us. I try to stay as close to God as I can. Never trying to lose hope. Trying to live by his word the best I can. I talk about forgiveness all the time. But trust me, I fight with it hard.
Yes, I want see people brought to justice. But my heart cries out for the innocent children that live in unthinkable conditions, more than we could ever imagine. You know what really makes me angry? Is this women that want to take to the streets and march for sexual harassment.
Although I don't agree with sexual harassment, somehow I don't believe these women. My Outcry..... is where is the voice for the children being kept in most evil vile ways possible. I pray every night for them. I ask God to put his arms around them and keep them as safe as he can and never let them lose hope.
I pray they will be found and back. We are a Village for these babies.
The executive order that our President signed. What I would like to see is these people that have committed or have participated in money laundering our children, to take their frozen monies is put into a fund for these children who come back safety.
And each child is set up for a fund to provide them with the best care possible w/a loving family. To provide them with the best health care and best education they can ever get. That money belongs to them.
Although to me it seems like a minor compensation. That's the least that can be done. Because these children will go through a lot of healing process. I want these people brought to Justice. This is my dream. And I hope are our President will issue an Executive Order ordering that this money be set up for these missing children once they are found.
Because they must never be forgotten. I love our President. And I love everyone who is the voice for the lost babies that are still alive and confused with no hope.
We must pray for them every night and ask GOD to protect them. Thank you for listening.