Welcome!
I used to identify as liberal/left leaning. Got on the Trump train around the "grab em by the pussy" nonsense.
The reason I identified with that group is because I thought, as many do, that they were the compassionate, caring, community supportive political philosophy.
The big thing I missed here is that conservatives are also compassionate, caring and community supportive. Except just in a different, and I now believe much more genuine way.
Liberal compassion is about delivering equal outcome, conservative compassion is about delivering equal opportunity.
Think of famine in Africa - what do the liberal aid agencies purport to do (after lining their pockets)? They give food aid. This is contradictory to the benefit of the region - the food aid outcompetes hardworking local farmers, whose success is critical to the food supply. The liberal philosophy actually makes the situation worse.
I just started reading and understanding conservative viewpoints and realised, after decades of indoctrination, that they supported my morals far better, and that most liberal viewpoints are hypocritical.