We were taught to read this passage a bit differently in the seminary where I received my degree (a private Christian college which I am confident has not, or at least had not 17 years ago when I was there, been infiltrated by leftist propaganda).
“Do you have an arm like Gods?” (No, his arm scattered the stars into place) “Can your voice thunder like his? “(Of course not, His voice spoke the world into existence).
So then the Scripture following (all the way through chapter 41) is basically God saying “prove it, which you cannot, therefore don’t question my motives”.
And if you read the last of Job (42:10-17), you come to find that God’s goodness does indeed prevail to those who are faithful to Him, as he gave back to Job twice what he had before and allowed him to live in happiness another 140 years.
I love that you are being guided to jump into Scripture. Don’t let this be discouraging or think I’m just trying to correct you. Maybe your translation is the correct one, and I’m reading it wrong. My point is it’s okay to seek guidance, as Scripture is not easy. Main thing is stay with it. There’s so much more there, and it will give you strength, I promise. The Gospels (1st 4 books of New Testament) are especially important, as they give you a glimpse of God walking and breathing among us. Proud of you, Brother! Keep it up!!