Fren, I empathize with you. Thank the Good Lord you have a loving family and a place to go with your family. Not necessarily an ideal situation, but it could be worse, yes? I'll leave you with this: "The Best is yet to come"!! Take solace in that good things are ahead for good people, and reading your plight, I can tell you are a good person. Something wonderful, amazing, maybe biblical, will be in store for God's children. Jubilee?