Been praying for a miracle since 11.3. I'm out. I already served my country and went to a fake war doing that, picking up legit mental illness along the way. I'm not participating anymore. The world has always sucked, and it's just gonna suck more. I'm done trying. Isolation as much as possible and ask my children not to reproduce so we don't have any more participants with our good name thrown into this hell. Death will be a sweet release in a few decades.