sure. each time she spoke i was stunned by her insights and her own views helped push me further and further into the belief of violence over meekness. all possibility of expression and belief was open to be taught, discussed and spoken. let them earn our wealthy benefactors their second yachts and their fifth properties! were/are you a conservative? no, but the next person to attack could be, so a healthy scepticism is a good thing. humans are emotional, they are driven by emotions, guided by emotions and seek emotion expressions and experiences. i will be forgotten quickly. were you taught violence and extremism by video games, music, literature, cinema? are you intolerant? unity, purpose, trust, traditions, nationalism and racial nationalism is what provides strength.

thank god. the same people will find themselves gradually less and less represented both politically and culturally, becoming essentially foreigners in their own lands. unsurprisingly ethno-nationalists and nationalists seek employment in areas that serve their nations and community. i had the will and i had the resources. if you lose, no matter how you acted in your loss; whether that is heroically, cowardly, violently, peacefully, virtuously or criminally, if your enemies are writing the history they will describe you as a devil. these same children will one day become teens, then adults, voting against the wishes of our people, practicing the cultural and religious practices of the invaders, taking our peoples lands, work, houses and even attacking and killing our children.

>the true question is, how did this happen?