their number uncountable, the representation of their loss unfathomable. your grand children? a political and social stalemate that makes any advancement impossible. simple, white, wooden crosses stretching from the fields beside the roadway, seemingly without end, into the horizon. the total number of people in these organizations is in the millions, the total number of groups in the thousands. unfortunately not, there was a much larger work written, roughly 240 pagies long that spoke on many issues and went into much depth, but in a moment of unbridled self criticism, i deleted the entire work and started again, two weeks before the attack itself.

these men would stall and delay any action indefinitely, until all necessary action has been undertaken by some other, more courageous man. as a symbol of renewed white identity and common purpose? all else is dishonorable. i am sure the journalists will love that. both would seek to destroy our nation, both would seek to displace and replace our people, both would seek to destroy our culture and nationhood. it was another terror attack in the seemingly never ending attacks that had been occurring on a regular basis throughout my adult life.