it will be distasteful, it will be damaging to the soul, but know that it is necessary and any invader you spare, no matter the age, will one day be an enemy your people must face. i did not attend university as i had no great interest in anything offered in the universities to study. the risk is too great. i can not guarantee my success. under the bludgeonings of chance my head is bloody, but unbowed. what do you encourage us to do?

unfortunately not, there was a much larger work written, roughly 240 pagies long that spoke on many issues and went into much depth, but in a moment of unbridled self criticism, i deleted the entire work and started again, two weeks before the attack itself. support them physically, be ready to put boots on the ground, send them weapons and munitions, attack their enemies. in this time period a series of events broke down my own reserves, my reservations, my cynicism and revealed the truth of the wests current situation. they were attacks on my people, attacks on my culture, attacks on my faith and attacks on my soul. all else is insufficient. what nations do we have to conserve?