It is very strange. I used to spend many many hours on my patio…and now? I can only skulk out after dark to do grocery..I was thinking it was mostly because there are fewer people out then…I'm NOT afraid of da covid…and don't wear a mask…it's just NOT like me…another part of me thinks it's because if I see people they're going to start bugging me asking me to tell them what to do….my phone was ringing off the hook after the election…and I won't answer it. Each person has to CHOOSE for themselves…what to do. I still won't tell anyone…only here anonymously at least to most people (kek) do I ruminate on my ever shifting hypothesis as new information comes in.
I cannot imagine ME not wanting to be outside. That's like….WTAF? I literally get a creepy feeling if I go out during the day. KEK I thought..damn I've gone mental…but resisting that internal feeling is wrong…so meh, I'll just listen to it….it's certainly not hurting anything.
Kautx-Vella shifted some things, confirmed some, and opened more doors. He's not 100% right maybe 70%…but damn if he's not close enough to make people fucking listen. To put it simply, my table with the 100k puzzle pieces on it vibrating the story together…had a few more pieces flip upright and say…hey look at me, where do I fit in…
I just hate the jewtubers reading here then suddenly doing 1.30 hour long "conferences" with their "new discoveries" re parasites. I guess it's good in some ways getting the news out. but damn….what they're NOT saying is worse….(sticking to the physical…bad idea).