I've been getting a little flame in me again.

I have realized I've treated Faith as a moral set of rules with a point system. Completely devoid of spiritual connection.

For some reason, I've seen God as this guy you talk to when you feel shit. Ask ask ask. Very cliché, I know it was nkt the way but I just couldnt grasp the concept of God. Like you can know something but not realize it or fully awknowledge.

Why does the "church" never succeed in telling who God really is? He is always your friend, or that Father that loves you no matter what. Now that I have realized, these words almost feel like insults to the Might of God. Extremely downplaying.

The bible makes so much more sense when seen from a spiritual view instead of the "love thy neighbour" view if you know what I mean.

Anyway, very eager to build my relation. My knowledge is a little rusty, where should I start reading?